Tuesday, March 24, 2009
How do you move on? How do you let go of the memories? My method seems to involve replacing the old ones. Not permanently - there are many things I want to remember about W - but I don't want to know my last kiss was when he walked out my door the last time. I was so full of hope then; It hurts to recognize the awful finality without intention of that moment. I don't want to miss him. I want to know there is more out there for me. Maybe I want to prove to the world (and myself) that I am okay. And maybe I just want to prove I'm not a failure.